The Brave Boy and Therapeutic Clowns at CHEO (plus Mario photobombing)

Sunday, 26 March 2023

A big, beautiful, blind life (with lots of hockey!)

Wow! We haven't written anything since early January, so we're happy to tell you that Ollie is still doing great and keeping busy! In addition to his usual weekly activities of skateboarding and Kids Kicking Cancer Canada's Heroes' Circle martial Arts program, the last few months have been filled with the Ottawa 67s Blind Hockey/Canadian Blind Hockey Association season, and the 6th annual (third year involved for us and it was the most successful yet - final amount raised to be announced soon!) Snow Angels for CHEO campaign with Ollie's class participating and doing  special group snow angels to help!

We also participated in a bunch of special events and activities such as: 
- Ollie's class went cross country skiing; 
- Attending an Ottawa Senators game against Colorado in the Wade's World Suite with friends thanks in part to the CHEO Foundation; 
- Presenting the CNIB Buddy Dog program at a Scouts Canada Cubs meeting;
- The Canadian Cancer Society's Palliative Care campaign commercial ran on networks and streaming services across the country  (Ollie loved the excited messages from people across the country saying they'd seen him on TV!) and Ollie's photo was once again on the front page of the Ottawa Citizen from our interview with them in support of the campaign; and
- We filmed an episode of an upcoming AMI-TV 6-part documentary series on Guide Dogs to represent the CNIB Buddy Dog.

Funny...when I write it all down I realize that winter really has been busy! I wondered why I couldn't find time to update the blog! 😂 And I am only doing it now because I happen to have down time on the way back from Toronto where we had the latest event...the 2023 Canadian National Blind Hockey Tournament! What an incredible weekend! 

[Photo description: Ollie models his new Canadian Blind Hockey shirt while getting ready for the Multisports Day of the 2023 Canadian National Blind Hockey Tournament. CNIB Buddy Dog Hope lies in the floor beside him wearing her best and halty while Mario peeks around from behind Ollie.]

The tournament was the biggest ever held by the Canadian Blind Hockey Association and was an invitational, so a handful of kids from Ollie's Ottawa team went. The event took place at the old Maple Leaf Gardens/current Mattamy Athletic Centre for Toronto Metropolitan University (formerly known as Ryerson University), so Mario was almost as psyched as Ollie, telling Ollie that he was having an experience in Toronto that his daddy had never had, skating on "hallowed ground". It is also located right downtown, so we stayed just two blocks from where we lived near Sick Kids Hospital for 5 months during Ollie's stem cell transplant in 2020.

[Photo description: Mario is driving while Dawn takes a family selfie on the way to Toronto for the hockey tournament. A smiling Ollie and Abby (with an Emoji head - she asked that her face not be shown as she was just waking up) were in the back.]

We took the whole family, having talked about whether it might be triggering to be in the same neighbourhood filled with so many of our hardest memories, and deciding everyone was okay and could handle it. I don't think it was a coincidence that we also traveled there on the exact day that three years before we'd traveled to the same neighbourhood for our first (false) attempt at transplant in the first week of the first pandemic lockdown. My how far we've come mentally and physically to get here now!

[Photo description: The family driving to Toronto for Ollie's first (false) attempt at transplant in March 2020. The van was packed full and Ollie needed morphine to manage the pain of sitting after being bedridden for the 2 months since he'd relapsed in his central nervous system and went blind.]

All weekend long I felt emotional, grateful, nostalgic...fighting tears - both good and bad. As we walked the same streets and took Hope to the same park that I'd once screamed and cried in when he'd relapsed there the second time and we'd been told maybe we shouldn't treat him and cause him more pain or sudden death. Thank GOD we didn't accept that. As I sat watching him playing hockey and meeting old and new friends all weekend with such incredible joy, I was struck again and again with how lucky and blessed we are. How much I could not have imagined being in this position three years before when everything seemed desperate and near impossible. We hear often what an inspirational story his is and I really felt that myself all weekend.

[Photo description: Ollie tries the most challenging rock wall with various angles at the bottom of the wall during Multisports Day.]

The weekend started with a Multisports Day sponsored by the Government of Canada - Sport Canada. Here kids with vision loss got to try rock climbing, ball hockey, soccer, tennis, basketball, and an obstacle course. In typical Ollie fashion, having done rock climbing before at CNIB Lake Joe and being among the biggest kids, he started on the hardest rock wall. It had a strange angle that made it the most challenging.wall. Ollie first attempted it on his own and was struggling. I went over to take a pic and asked if he'd prefer to start with an easier wall and when he said yes, we asked and were told he'd have to wait a few minutes for one to be available. I let him know he'd need to wait and turned away to talk to another parent. Moments later when I turned back to Ollie there he was high on the hardest wall having quietly decided not to let it best him.

[Photo description: Ollie on the hardest rock wall nearly at the top on attempt #2. The kid just won't give up. Thank God!]

He quickly finished his climb to the top and promptly repelled down and dramatically collapsed. When we recovered, he told me his arms felt like rubber. I asked if he wanted a break and then to do an easier wall. He told me when you have done the hardest things you already know you can do the easier stuff. What a kid! 

[Photo description: Ollie dramatically lies on the floor on his back after his challenging climb, while still connected to the rope while Mario and an instructor lean over to talk to him.]

The actual hockey tournament began  Friday with various divisions playing including the Children and Youth Divisions where most of the people we knew were playing. There was also a three game series of the National Team Canada vs. USA Men's Hockey Teams battling for the cup (Canada won the series).

[Photo description: Ollie and the Children's yellow/67s Team on the bench with their coach for the weekend]

Ollie was #55 (for staying alive we joked) yellow/67s Team in the Children's Division and while it was clear that his full blindness made his participation more challenging than for those with low vision, he had a blast, did all he could to contribute and was happiest playing in net where he could easily hear the puck coming at him. His Ottawa coaches were there, too and commented that maybe next year we should start training him to be a real goalie. Normally for the Children's Division they don't dress a goalie, but they do for the youth division. The hockey was fun to watch and the kids worked hard (they played one game each of the 3 days of the tournament) and had a blast off the ice, too. 

[Photo description: Ollie #55 yellow talks to the ref at centre ice before a play begins with players from both teams gathering for the puck drop.]

I think my two favourite moments of the tournament were in the last game at the end. The first was when the buzzer went signaling the end of the game, which Ollie's team won. While I knew winning would make him and his friends feel great, that's not what made it best. It was that his Ottawa friend Jack immediately skated over to the net where Ollie was playing and grabbed Ollie in the biggest hug!

[Photo description: Jack hugs Ollie in net after their big win. Photo courtesy of Jack's mom, Allysun.]

Then Jack let Ollie grab his back while he lead Ollie back to the bench. In blind hockey typically the players with more sight use a hockey stick to tow those with no vision (often the goalies) back to the bench. No man left behind.

[Photo description: Teammate and friend Jack leads Ollie back from the net to the bench after winning their team's final game. Photo courtesy of Jack's mom, Allysun.]

The second was during the medal presentation. Really they were all getting participation medals no matter who won, but my pent up emotions started leaking at how proud they all were, how much they'd all worked so hard and improved this year and how Ollie cheered as they announced all of his friends from his tournament team and his Ottawa friends on the other team, too.

[Photo description: Ollie puts his gloved fist in the air, cheering for his  friends as they received their end of tournament medals.]

The CNIB was a sponsor of the tournament so we also got to finally meet in person staff from the Toronto office whom we have met many times online and there were lots of awesome cross-over situations like seeing CNIB Lake Joe staff who are university students in Toronto and were volunteering, and other CNIB Guide Dogs Buddy Dog program families that we've either met at last summer's Ontario Buddy Dog Camp at CNIB Lake Joe or we've met from other parts of the country in the online CNIB Buddy Dog group. It was so fun to have Hope there who was so well behaved all weekend and to meet a few of the other new Buddy Dogs like Terry and Georgie, too! 

[Photo description: CNIB Buddy Dog Hope on the right with Ollie and Mario meets Buddy Dog Terry with Gabriel's mom, Melissa at the Parasports Day.]

My final favourite moment was Ollie meeting Curtis Ruttle today who played a big role in getting Ollie back to skateboarding after he went blind. When Ollie went blind during cancer and was having his stem cell transplant at Sick Kids Hospital (just down the street from the former Maple Leaf Gardens/now Mattamy Athletic Centre where the tournament was), he asked if he'd ever be able to skateboard again and mom told him she didn't know, but if there was a way we'd find it and try. 

[Photo description: Curtis Ruttle and Ollie meeting for the first time at the tournament in the Mattamy Athletic Centre.]

About two years ago and almost a year after transplant when Ollie was fully recovered,  we saw a social media posting from CNIB highlighting the ALT Route Projects where blind and low vision youth in Calgary were skateboarding. Mindful of this, mom was inspired to contact The Yard Ottawa about Ollie's wish to skateboard blind. Their incredible response was, "Let's get Ollie back in the skate park!", and they connected us with his new instructor, Jordan Wells.

Jordan and mom contacted The ALT Route Projects and connected with Curtis Ruttle who was then the passionate 16 year old who wrote the grant proposals, did the promotions and was the energy behind the project. He was super helpful in getting Ollie started with blind skateboarding safely. 

Today Curtis and Ollie got to finally meet in person at the tournament and talk about exciting ideas to expand the program in Ottawa and to other centres across the country! 

[Photo description: Ollie wearing his medal and sitting in the dressing room after the last game while he takes off his gloves.]

Ollie told me this morning how sad he was to be leaving and that the tournament was over. He met so many awesome new friends from across the country and connected with friends made virtually and in person through CNIB the past two years. We talked to so many parents and staff about the incredible CNIB Buddy Dog program, talked about ways to make programs and services even better for children and youth with vision loss in this country. 

I left feeling grateful and inspired to keep helping Ollie to live his best life. This is the life that I predicted he'd have but couldn't truly fully visualize after he went bind and we told the doctors when they didn't know if it was temporary or permanent that if they just saved his life we'd give him a big, full and beautiful one - no matter what. Thank you to all who help us to give him this incredible life.

[Photo description: Ollie receiving an emergency blood transfusion at Sick Kids Hospital on this very day three years ago, March 26, 2020. So grateful to be where we are today.]

Thursday, 5 January 2023

2022 - A Year of Giving, Growth, and Gratitude

Happy New Year! I actually started writing this update weeks ago and then suddenly Christmas activities took over and I'm just now able to get back to it! It's been a lovely and quiet Christmas the past week and allowed for lots of rest and reflection on 2022.

Much like all of 2022, the past two months since I last updated the blog have been so busy! So much so that I didn't realize how much time has passed! Happy to report that other than minor colds and a sinus infection for me, we've all been well and normalcy is wonderful.

[Photo Description: Ollie on skates and wearing a hockey helmet and Ottawa 67s jersey holds the hands of his sighted guide Emily on his first day of Ottawa 67s Blind Hockey/Canadian Blind Hockey Association league.]

This fall Ollie started hockey with the Ottawa 67s/Canadian Blind Hockey Association. I wasn't sure how he'd like it this year even though he was sure he wanted to try it. Last year the only time we got him up on skates he was less than thrilled and mad at me for making him shuffle around the whole rink at least once before taking the skates off. Maybe it's that a bunch of his sighted buddies at school play hockey in leagues and talk about it all the time, or that some of his friends with vision loss have been raving about the program all summer when they played Beep Kickball together and they encouraged him to come out and try it this fall. Either way he couldn't wait for the season to start.

[Photo Description: In his second week, Ollie stands on the ice on skates wearing his Ottawa 67s jersey and a hockey helmet, holding a hockey stick with his sighted guide Emily (from Ottawa's Able2) giving him instruction.]

The first practice session was to show the newbies basics and how to skate. Ollie had been a decent skater before and had even taken lessons when he was sighted. Ironically one of the last activities that he did sighted was to go skating at one of the local park rinks with me one day in January 2020 between rounds of chemo when he was feeling well enough and cooped up. He was delighted that day to push the shovel around and clear the snow, then play a bit of hockey while we had the rink to ourselves because it was a weekday. Everyone else was busy with their regular work and school lives while we were at a loss for something to do when there were no medical appointments.
[Photo Description: Ollie stands on the ice wearing and a hockey helmet at Fisher Park, holding a hockey stick in January 2020 just after round 2 of chemo and before relapsing and going blind less than 2 weeks later.]

In October, during his first week of blind hockey, Ollie noted that the new kids suffered through the basics of learning to play with the help of one-on-one sighted guides, while those who had done it before got to play actual hockey at the other end of the arena with a couple of the coaches. By week two he was determined he'd quickly join the returning kids playing hockey. Each of the four weeks since Ollie has progressed with surprising speed and many of the other parents have commented on it and been amused by how determined he is to get better at it. We're not that surprised since we know very well how committed this kid is to getting better in every way. 

It helps that the coaches and sighted guides are all incredibly dedicated and talented volunteers. The coordinators of the program, Wendy and Rob are the parents of the Executive Director of the Canadian Blind Hockey Association and do this because of their son's contagious passion for offering blind hockey across the country. The skating coach, Shelley is one of the most elite figure skating coaches in Canada and has been the Skating Development Consultant for the Ottawa Senators for more than a handful of years! Coach JoJo works with the Ottawa 67s and sighted guides like Emily (who is the Executive Director of Able2 that supported the Beep Kickball that Ollie played with the Miracle League of Ottawa last summer) come out to help each week, plus lend equipment when needed. 

[Photo Description: Ollie tries on his new to him hockey equipment courtesy of the Wright Family with his Maple Leafs jersey to tease them (they're Habs fans! 😆)].

Since Ollie had never played hockey, we were uncertain if he'd like it, so appreciated that he could try it for a few weeks without us having to buy any equipment (other than providing his skates and helmet). Plus, they often get donations of gently used equipment so that families don't have to spend a lot to get started. When we saw that Ollie was clearly psyched to do it this year, our dear friends the Wright family gave Ollie everything he needed to get started as their two boys play hockey and had outgrown a bunch of stuff they were planning on donating somewhere anyways! This allows us to pay for just his ice time for the season and we'll make a donation to the Canadian Blind Hockey Association in 2023 to pay it forward so other visually impaired kids can play at low or no cost, too.

[Photo Description: Dawn, Ollie and Mario sitting at the Ottawa Senators Hockey Fights Cancer game while Ollie shows off his new purple and white jersey. All three are masked.]

His new Ottawa 67s Blind Hockey jersey has been ordered (the first they gave him was too small once he got all the equipment on! 😆). So in the meantime, he happily wears the "real" Ottawa 67s jersey that the team gave him last spring to replace the original one that they gave him (he outgrew the first one) when Gabriel Pizza made the trip to Toronto to deliver the famous Olive pizzas (later named the Ollie's Pizza on his honour and still on their menu). Or his latest acquisition, which is the Hockey Fights Cancer Ottawa Senators jersey, which he got at their Hockey Fights Cancer game that we attended with Kids Kicking Cancer last month. He joked that it's the only way we'd get him into a Sens jersey! 😆

[Photo Description: Ollie, wearing his hockey gear and his Hockey Fights Cancer jersey works on stick handling with Coach JoJo during a hockey practice last month.]

On October 29th we were excited to be included in the Ottawa REDBLACKS CFL game when Gabriel Pizza asked Ollie to do the coin toss (as the namesake of their Ollie's Pizza) with their founder, Mr. George Hanna. The whole family was included in the festivities, with Ollie doing the coin toss with the players, Mr. Hanna and the Gabriel Pizza mascot, Chef Gabe. 

[Photo Description: Ollie stands on the sidelines of the Ottawa REDBLACKS CFL game, arm in arm with Gabriel Pizza's mascot Chef Gabe, while holding his mobility cane.]

Game day was super exciting, and the whole family (including Hope) got to go down to the field level for the coin toss. I accompanied Ollie onto the sidelines and he was almost vibrating with energy as we talked to the Hanna Family and the Ottawa REDBLACKS staff while we waited for the big moment. From fireworks as the players came onto the field to the cheer team, it was non-stop action with me trying to explain it all to Ollie quickly and accurately as he listened to it all happening rapidly.

[Photo Description: Ollie and Dawn on the sidelines with Chef Gabe, George Hanna and Rolla Hanna. Photo courtesy of Sharon Higgins from Gabriel Pizza.]

I guided him on to the field and stepped back while Ollie had his moment with the team. It happened pretty fast and Mr. Hanna did the actual coin toss while Ollie and mascot Chef Gabe stood nearby. On our way back to the sidelines I was delighted to see my old friend and former Ottawa Gee-Gees colleague/photographer Andre Ringuette of Freestyle Photography as he was shooting the game! He greeted us both (he's also a friend on Facebook and knows Ollie's story) and took an amazing shot of the two of us. 

When he sent it to me, he told me it was the "shot of the week" and I have to admit it's one of my favourite ever taken of the two of us. I love this shot because my friend who is an amazing photographer (he also shoots for the Ottawa Senators, has been part of the Canadian delegation to shoot several Olympic Games, is the official Canadian Tire Centre photographer and has photographed SO many famous music groups and artists, etc.) took it, but also because although Ollie has my arm and I am supposed to be guiding him, you can clearly see he is actually leading me boldly with his mobility cane and no fear. Much like he has throughout his cancer, stem cell transplant and transition to blindness journey. People think I am guiding him through it all, but he's really always been intuitively leading me to help him. 

[Photo Description: Ollie and Dawn walk off the field after the Ottawa REDBLACKS coin toss. The North side stands are behind them and although Ollie is holding Dawn's arm, he is clearly leading while walking slightly ahead of her and using his mobility cane. Photo credit to Andre Ringuette, Freestyle Photography.]

After the coin toss, the Hanna Family kindly invited us up to their suite to watch the game and eat with them. It was lovely to get to know Mr. George Hanna, his daughter Rolla (who also manages the Gabriel Pizza restaurant on Metcalfe in downtown Ottawa where I used to go for lunch pre-cancer and pre-COVID) and her teen son/his grandson Gabriel (born long AFTER the business was started) and we had a lot of fun, too! 

[Photo Description: White letters against the sloped green hill in the REDBLACKS end zone spell out, "OLLIEWOOD".]

A few days later a friend sent me a photo that he took at another event at Lansdowne the day after the game. In the end zone someone had put up letters against the sloped green hill that said, "OLLIEWOOD". We checked against photos from the game the day before and they hadn't been there then! We actually think it was put up for Athletico Ottawa player Ollie Bassett,  but this made Ollie laugh in delight to think that someone might have done this in homage to him! 😆

[Photo Description: Ollie sits on a gurney in CHEO's Medical Day Unit (MDU)  with Hope on Halloween. Ollie is wearing a jack-o-lantern shirt and a KN95 mask. Hope is wearing her CNIB Buddy Dog vest and holding a stuffed pumpkin that Ollie got as a gift in a loot bag and gave to her.]

On Halloween we started our day at CHEO for bloodwork, a check-up and his final re-vaccinations (Diptheria, Tuberculosis and Pertussis - ironically it was Tuberculosis that they were convinced he had before he was diagnosed with cancer, even though he'd been vaccinated for it) after transplant. Hope came with us again and made Ollie even calmer. At one point when Nurse Julie was trying to clean his arm to prepare for bloodwork, Hope kept trying to be helpful and comforting and lick him where Julie had already cleaned, so we had to hold her so we could do it without a contaminated field! 😆 

Later Dr. Brianna (who was also dressed up as a baseball player for Halloween) helped Ollie to find and listen to Hope's heartbeat with her stethoscope. Talk about full service at CHEO! 😆

[Photo Description: Ollie and Hope sit on the gurney in MDU and he listens to Hope's heartbeat on Dr. Brianna's stethoscope as she holds it in place.]

Ollie's scans when we last updated this blog had been clear, but we were still waiting on results from his minimal residual disease (MRD) test that we'd sent to Germany again to be part of a relapse study for Anaplastic Large Cell Lymphoma (ALCL). Thankfully shortly thereafter we got the call that the test was once again negative!  This was incredible news because it meant that we could keep him off of the Lorlatinib as the plan was always to re-start immediately if the test was positive and showed any sign of that cell still mutating and causing the cancer. 

[Photo Description: Hope licks Ollie as Nurse Julie begins to get him ready to have his bloodwork done in CHEO's MDU.] 

So the only ongoing issue besides the minor osteopenia in his lower back and hip (which his recent scans showed had actually improved again marginally), is his thyroid. Since September we've been playing with his dose of synthetic thyroid medicine to try to get to the right level. Every month he's had to go back for bloodwork to check the level again and each month it's still been too high, showing that he is now experiencing hyperthyroidism instead of the hypothyroidism he has had since transplant. 

Last month when they bumped him down for the third time to the lowest dose he's ever been on (50 mg), I asked the endocrinologist if it were possible that his thyroid is now actually functioning properly again and maybe he doesn't need the med anymore? I suggested perhaps the Lorlatinib that had been surpressing his immune system (as soon as we took him off his white blood cell count, red blood cell count, neutrophils, etc. shot up again, almost doubling even though his levels on Lorlatinib had been healthy/within normal ranges), has also been suppressing his thyroid function and now that he was no longer on the drug perhaps it was working again? She acknowledged that this was possible, but we'd still have to take the latest dose for a month and see what the bloodwork shows as it can take 4-6 weeks for the dose change to take effect. 

We'll go again this week to check, but his appetite is still very low even though the fatigue, sensitivity and outbursts have disappeared, and this makes me think we are still giving him too much med and he may not need it at all. We'll keep you posted, but my track record on predicting/analyzing this stuff has been pretty good so far.

[Photo Description: Dawn, Ollie and Hope on the CNIB Guide Dogs float for the 2022 Carleton Place Santa Parade.]

At the beginning of November, Ollie and I were invited to share his story and his transition to blindness with a university group called, Unite for Site thanks to his Kids Kicking Cancer Sensei Brian being part of the group that organizes it. It was my first time back on the University of Ottawa campus (other than at the arena where he now plays hockey, too!) in a long time and it was kind of fun to share more of my alma mater with my son. Hope came along too and the talk was well- received.

At the end of November we also once again participated in the Carleton Place Santa Parade on the CNIB Guide Dogs float. It was another beautiful night with great weather and not too cold! It was extra fun to have our friends Adam, his mom Lisa and his new Buddy Dog Henson there this year, in addition to our friends Connor, his CNIB Buddy Dog June and mom Julie. As always it was great to see the coordinator of the Buddy Dog program who gave us our Hope, Miriam. 

[Photo Description: A posting advertising Braille Night for Unite for Sight. The poster includes photos of someone reading Braille with their finger and a photo of Ollie holding up his Braille TacTiles to do math when he was in virtual school the year after transplant.]

In early December Unite for Site had us back to teach them about the basics of Braille. The event was held at the Ottawa Eye Institute just down the hall from Ollie's retina specialist's clinic and as all were welcome, we were delighted that friends Sam (who wrote the Ollie's Telescope book based on Ollie), her son Tobey, and Sensei Lyne and her husband, Luigi also came! We had a great time and Ollie was an incredibly funny and charismatic teacher. Sensei Lyne told me after that he IS teaching the world and since his vision itinerant teacher Dawne also tells me what an incredible teacher he is for the little ones, it seems maybe he is destined to be a teacher as he grows up, whether by profession or simply by passion. 

[Photo Description: Dawn and Ollie are pictured with the group that came to Braille Night behind a table with Braille materials on it. They were all excellent students!]

We recently got back our family photos that were taken during this year's #PhotosForPhoebe fundraiser for the Phoebe Rose Rocks Foundation who supported us during transplant and co-sponsored the genetic sequencing testing that helped to identify his miracle drug Lorlatinib. 

[Photo Description: Mario and Dawn hug Ollie and Abby between them in their 2022 family photos. Photo credit to Anne-Marie Bouchard.]

It was so nice to do the photos in a studio this year with photographer Anne-Marie Bouchard and to be able to meet Phoebe's mom, Jenny and her sister, Mae. As it turns out Abby knew Mae from school, but neither girl realized what they had in common beyond another friend who also volunteered to help that day. It's funny that I had also told Abby about another kid that goes to her school who had cancer (I sit on a committee with their dad) and it turns out she knew them, too and didn't realize what they had in common either. She seemed shocked that she now knew several others whose families have been affected by childhood cancer, too. The thing is cancer isolates you so much that while you're in it, you can't imagine that anyone else like you might be experiencing it, too, especially if you're a teen and think you're the only one suffering.

[Photo Description: Ollie bends down with his hands on Hope as she lies down in her halty and CNIB Buddy Dog vest. Photo credit to Anne-Marie Bouchard.]

In December Ollie and I were invited to be part of a commercial that the Canadian Cancer Society is putting together to promote the value of palliative care in hopes that the various provincial governments will increase their support across the country. We were the only pediatric cancer family to be involved and they wanted to highlight how our experience with palliative care helped Ollie to survive. This was easy because I am convinced that meeting with Sick Kids Hospital's Palliative Advanced Care Team (PACT) from the outset of his second attempt at transplant and working with them to ensure we had pain management, nutrition and psycho-social supports in place for the whole family during his transplant helped us all to get through it more easily than we expected to. Palliative isn't just about end of life care (although we have dear friends who have needed this and have seen through them the value of making children's passing as peaceful and comfortable as possible for the whole family) and we need to do more to make people understand all of it. 

[Photo Description: Ollie gets ready to do a drop-in into the bowl at The Yard during his skateboarding lesson with Jordan. The director of the Canadian Cancer Society commercial holds the camera, one of the production assistants is by his side and the boom mic can be seen in the shot.] 

So Ollie and I shot the commercial with the crew on December 8th beginning with our individual interviews at home, some b-roll of playing at home and then we took them to the Yard for Ollie's skateboarding lesson.

Ollie insisted on trying the five foot drop-in that he hadn't landed yet. He tried it twice while they are filming and took major wipe-outs, as my heart was pounding and I was holding myself back from taking him not to do it. Both Jordan and I told him he didn't have to for the camera and it didn't have to happen on that day. When we saw that he wouldn't give up, Jordan gave him a pep talk and I yelled, "I CAN DO IT! I CAN DO IT!", which is what we used to say over and over when he needed to convince himself that he could do the hardest things during cancer and stem cell transplant. He said a little prayer and told himself he could do it (he told me this later) and on the third try he nailed the drop-in with no hands and Jordan caught his hands as he descended into the bowl successfully without wiping out. 

[Photo Description: Just before successfully doing the drop-in, Ollie asks Jordan to hold his hand for a minute while he prepared mentally to do it. Jordan, as ever the best coach and teacher, didn't question it, just did what Ollie needed to feel ready.]

At the end they hugged so hard and the entire crew was wiping tears from their eyes. If they keep it in the commercial, it'll be interesting to see if others feel what a big deal it was for the blind ten year old cancer and stem cell transplant survivor to do this. I shared the story and the video on social media and there was a lot of fanfare including one of his personal heroes, pro blind skateboarder Justin Bishop sharing it on his Instagram story the next day. Ollie was very proud. 

The commercial was being shot with other adults across Canada and is expected to be released early in 2023. We'll keep you posted and share it when it is publicly available. We may just be a few seconds in it, but feel proud to be helping and I know that my grandparents (who were big Canadian Cancer Society supporters after the three times my grandpa had cancer) would be happy that we were doing what we could to help others to get better palliative care in future. 

[Photo Description: Ollie helps Mario to put the Christmas tree together.]

Ollie was sick for about 2 weeks with what we suspect was RSV, even though he still masks at school, as his school has had record absenteeism rates due to RSV and flu. As Ollie pointed out to us, kids were going to school sick (the principal corroborated at the Parent Council meeting that they were having to send a lot of sick kids home who were clearly sick before they got to school!) and he still had to take his mask off at lunch time to eat, so likely got sick that way. 

Ollie had his flu shot in October as did we all, and his most recent COVID booster in November and we tested for days when he got sick, so know it wasn't COVID, and no fever, nausea or vomiting, so not flu. Plus several of his teachers were out with RSV or it having developed into pneumonia over December. We kept him home over a week until the mucous stopped constantly making him miserable. 

Naturally that's how I got it on top of the sinus infection I'd been waiting for a virtual doctor's visit to address. I felt pretty rotten for about 6 days, but thankfully the doctor gave me antibiotics for the sinus infection, so when that cleared, the cold symptoms were much more manageable. Again, we stayed home and waited it out to ensure I was no longer contagious and actually felt human before venturing out again. It also meant we postponed some plans to see friends over the first days of the holidays until I was better after Christmas.

[Photo Description: Ollie stands slightly on tip-toe to put the star on the Christmas tree himself this year! He's getting so tall and already wears a men's size 10.5 shoe, so the bone specialist says he'll be tall despite radiation potentially compressing his spine.]

We actually had a quiet, but peaceful and happy Christmas. No family up and given I was sick and there was the crazy storm that happened the 22nd to 24th, glad all our loved ones were home safe and healthy, too. We saw a few dear friends in the days after Christmas for short visits when I was feeling better, but for the most part have just rested and recharged. It's been a really busy, but productive year.


Reflecting on all that we've accomplished, there's been so much personal growth and stability for all of us together and each of us individually. It's been the year we all finally got back to the "normal" of school and work and started to have social lives beyond social media or online chats again. 

On the cancer and blindness advocacy side, we have contributed to the following (many with Ollie being directly involved and others on my own based on his story) in 2022:

- 15 Research Studies related to Pediatric Cancer, COVID-19 in immuno-compromised families and Accessibility
- Member of 3 Parent Advisory Committees for Oncology/Lymphoma, and 2 Parent Advisory Committees and 1 Board of Directors for Blindness/Accessibility 
- Shot a commercial for cancer advocacy
- Had a book written about Ollie and a book signing that raised money for CHEO
- Held a Braille Night to teach people about Braille 
- Launched the CHEO Dream Home Lottery
- 11 media interviews 
- Wrote 11 blog posts and countless social media posts related to Ollie's status, cancer, it's side effects and blindness
- Made a handful of presentations on Ollie's story and lessons learned to various organizations as requested to raise awareness
- Participated in 6 fundraisers for the various charities who have helped us
- Donated blood 4 times (every 84 days as allowed)

So we're feeling pretty great about how we've paid it forward this year, recognizing that I didn't work at all the first three months, worked part time the second the months and full-time the last 6, so it's unlikely that we'd ever have this much time again to do so much!  We have a few new commitments lined up for 2023 including work to help the new Canadian Pediatric Cancer Consortium and Leukemia and Lymphoma of Canada to revamp their programs for children and youth, in addition to some of the ongoing advisory roles. 

People often ask me where I find the time or energy, but it is literally a labour of love, has helped me to heal and find meaning in the hardships that we endured, and frankly feeds my soul so much more than watching TV in my free time would! I plan to take it a bit easier in 2023 to see what else is possible for us, but Ollie and I agree that if we're asked to help and we feel we can, we will. We respect as well that Mario and Abby have needed to take a step back and do less this year so that they can move forward in their own ways, so we do it on our own these days. 

So 2022 was extraordinary in all the best ways for us and we hope and pray that 2023 will continue to be one of happiness, healing and health. Wishing all of you so much joy in 2023! Thanks for sticking with us.


Thursday, 27 October 2022

Final Test of the Success of the "Abby Treatment"

[Photo Description: Ollie lies in the CT scanner with his feet going in first and his arms above his head.]

Yesterday we finally got those elusive scans following an extra month of "scanxiety" after we had to delay first for a cold and then we got bumped last week because 4 CHEO MRI technicians were out sick last week with COVID-19. This made for a very tense month around our house as we waited for illness to pass and for scan day to finally come..

It didn't help that Ollie's cold was in his sinus and caused eye pain, eye goop (diagnosed as viral conjunctivitis) and headaches, when in the past symptoms of his relapses were eye pain and headaches. 

[Photo Description: Ollie readies to have an IV inserted in his arm]

As always Ollie was amazing at getting through his scans day. Handling the IV insertion like a total pro, drinking the yucky contrast for 3 hours and waiting patiently for his turn.

While waiting and drinking he had a great session with his original child psychologist who is back from mat leave and couldn't believe how well-adjusted and amazing he's doing after everything he's been through. "The rumours really are true, Ollie. You're amazing!", she teased him.

[Photo Description: Dawn wears a mask and bears her arm to show a bandaid after getting her flu shot at CHEO]

I snuck off during his session for a short while to get a flu shot while there because I am a CHEO volunteer for the Oncology Patient and Family Advisory Council (PFAC) and the Research Institute. I had tried to encourage Ollie to be with me later as I took my turn being poked for once, but he had little interest. 

[Photo Description: Ollie is dressed in a hospital gown and pants and wearing a mask with a masked Dawn seated beside him defile waiting for his MRI at CHEO.]

We had to wait a bit for the MRI, so he was getting tired by the time they took us and had to lie still for 1.5 hours while they did full head and body scans. By the end he was getting wiggly and uncomfortable, but he hung in there. As usual I sat on the very hard plastic chair and prayed a lot. Naturally for my Ollie' s wellness, but also for other CHEO warriors like Griffin who was starting his chemo for his stem cell transplant at Sick Kids Hospital yesterday, too. 

[Photo Description: Dawn poses for a selfie wearing her mask and standing in front of a creepy clown painting in CHEO's MRI waiting area. Clearly Dawn is not generally a fan of clowns, with CHEO's now retired therapeutic clown Molly Penny being the exception.]

Totally worth the discomfort and seemingly never-ending wait as we got great news today - CLEAR SCANS!!! No evidence of disease after stopping the miracle drug Lorlatinib 93 days ago that has been our insurance policy against relapse for two years. So now we know definitively that the transplant with Abby's amazing overachieving half match stem cells was a real success! I've pretty much been in tears all night once again over the gift she's given him, and the gifts that God has given us.

This was a huge milestone to pass! There were minor things seen in the scans, like evidence of the sinusitis that he's had for the past month and inflammation still in his left eye that he had surgery on 4 months ago, but all exactly what we would expect to see and they said it was otherwise unremarkable. Unremarkable is amazing news in the cancer world! 😆

Monday we're back at CHEO for bloodwork and checkup, plus his final 3 doses of his childhood re-vaccinations after transplant. We're also sending his blood to Germany again to participate in an Anaplastic Large Cell Lymphoma (ALCL) study and to do the Minimal Residual Disease (MRD) test that can detect if there is any evidence of cancer cells left in his body. If this test is negative like last time, we rejoice. If positive we have decided with his medical team to put him back on the Lorlatinib as we won't take the chance of relapse again. Wish us luck, but honestly we're feeling pretty positive and hopeful right now.

So thank you all for your positivity and prayers. God and science are so unbelievably great and we are divinely blessed. If you could, please send some prayers for Griffin and his mama Tamy for a successful transplant. He's been battling off and on the past 4 years of his almost 6 years of life and deserves to get to true wellness, too. 

Sunday, 16 October 2022

"Hyper"-charged Back to School and Childhood Cancer Awareness Month

[Photo Description: Ollie lies on a hospital gurney hugging CNIB Buddy Dog Hope in CHEO's Medical Day Unit (MDU) during his August bloodwork and checkup.]

It has been a busy 2 months since I last updated the blog in mid-August! I figured I'd better write an update as I am starting to get private messages from followers wondering if we're okay.

I expected to update before now, but a few minor developments (I'll elaborate later in this post) have kept me busier than expected and we had hoped to have had scans by now and be able to confirm if he was still in remission. Unfortunately we all got colds the past couple of weeks (many many COVID tests taken to be certain that is all it was for each of us in our turn) and had to postpone Ollie's original scan date last week until October 19th, so we don't have any news on that front yet and while we are at it will ask you to include Ollie in your prayers for the next week for clear scans again.

[Photo Description: Ollie proudly wears his white Kids Kicking Cancer Canada gi and new yellow orange belt in the living room while standing on an exercise mat with Hope at his feet after his virtual belt grading.]

Backtracking a bit, the end of August was busy with getting ready for back to school. Ollie was proud to get his yellow orange belt through Kids Kicking Cancer Canada! 

[Photo Description: Ollie, students and Senseis do pushups while wearing their gis and masks at an in-person class of Kids Kicking Cancer Canada - Ottawa Chapter, while CNIB Buddy Dog Hope lies beside Ollie's mat wedding her yellow CNIB vest.]

All summer Ollie has been attending Kids Kicking Cancer Canada in person at the Maplesoft Jones Centre/Ottawa Regional Cancer Foundation's facility. CNIB Buddy Dog Hope has gone with him and even helped to calm others in the class, so she's invited to all classes that Ollie wants to bring her to now! 

[Photo Description: Ollie sits beside Hope and Child Life Specialist Manon on a gurney in CHEO's Medical Day Unit (MDU) with one arm around Hope, while nurse Kerri gives Ollie the first dose of his last four live childhood re-vaccinations.]

Ollie also got his first dose of the re-vaccinations for the live vaccines (Measles, Mumps, Rubella and Varicella) at the end of August. Only one more set of these on October 31st and he will be fully re-vaccinated! That's 30 doses of childhood vaccines plus 3 COVID vaccines in the past 18 months! He was also told by his team that he could bring his Hope with him for this and any appointment at CHEO where she could be a support to him. As usual Hope was amazingly well-behaved and calmed Ollie like few others can. 

[Photo Description: Abby wears her backpack and stands on the front porch with feet apart and arms crossed on her high school orientation day. The sharing of this photo was authorised by Abby.]

September has been consumed by back to school and starting all of the lessons and activities again! Abby started high school at her special arts school and is settling in nicely. She is becoming more independent and responsible and has an active teenage social life these days, too. We're trying to give her as normal a first high school year as possible given how abnormal the last three years have been for her and all that she's sacrificed to keep her brother well.

[Photo Description: Ollie stands on the front porch smiling and giving two thumbs up, holding his mobility cane with his backpack at his feet on his fussy day of grade 5!]

Ollie started back to school in grade 5! He now wears a size 10.5 men's shoe already and is among the tallest in his grade 5/6 class already. This is evidence that his thyroid growth hormone has been working well (until recently, but we'll get to that a bit later). Kids who have had cancer often either have early onset puberty or do not enter it at all without the help of hormone therapy. His endocrinology team has said that as he's starting to move into puberty, they do not intend to slow it down since the growth is where they want him to be, even if a bit faster than he otherwise would experience it.

[Photo Description: Ollie sits at the dining room table reading his French homework in Braille.]

He's back with his amazing Vision Itinerant teacher Dawne and has a sweet new Educational Assistant (EA), as his awesome EA from last year did an accelerated pilot program this summer to become a teacher this fall. She will be missed, but we are grateful for all that she did for Ollie and know how lucky her new students are to have her. His English and French teachers this year are the incredible teachers that Abby had for grade 6 when Ollie was diagnosed. He also has a couple of subjects with the incredible and kind teachers who were his first visitors in hospital during round one of chemo. His gym teacher was Abby's, too, is his same as last year and was and is so committed to adapting sports for him. He came home telling me about capture the flag and how she had the kids on the other team all wear beeper boxes so that they couldn't sneak up on him and steal his flags because he can't see them. I remain so incredibly thankful for his entire educational support team and all that they do for our boy.

[Photo Description: Ollie stands in the schoolyard  on the first day of grade 5, holding his mobility cane and giving a thumbs up with his vision itinerant teacher, Dawne beside him. Photo shared with permission from Dawne.]

We'll focus a lot on the French Immersion side of the shop this year. Ollie remains behind in this subject area having missed two years of instruction thanks to his treatments and a lack of French instruction in his year in virtual school. Also, apparently blind and low vision kids typically don't do French Immersion (50% of the day in French) - they either do core French (1 period out of 4 in French per day) or are exempted from French altogether in their Independent Education Plan (IEP). 

[Photo Description: Ollie stands outside of the school on Terry Fox Run Day wearing his Fight Like A Kid sweatshirt with the Gold Childhood Cancer Awareness ribbon made by Littlepressco. He holds his mobility cane under his arm and a Terry Fox Run sticker in his hands that reads, "I'm not a quitter. I'm running for...Griffin, Lily and CHEO friends still fighting."]

Ollie was given the option to go down to core French, but was insistent he could do it, so I'm working with his amazing French, Resource and Vision Itinerant teachers to modify the curriculum to set him up for success until he is fully up to grade level in French. It is more challenging for a blind kid to learn French Braille, but he is determined and smart. Last year he fully caught up in two missed years in all other subjects as well as jumped 2 grade levels in Braille, too. All because we accommodated, supported and believed in him. So now we'll do the same in French. And he'll show everyone (as he always does) what resilience and perseverance can do. Ollie inspires me daily to do more than people expect I can.

[Photo Description: Ollie and Dawn pose in front of a Make-A-Wish Eastern Ontario banner at a recent Golf Tournament. Photo courtesy of Sharon Forbes, Make-A-Wish Eastern Ontario.]

That's part of why I do so much advocacy and fundraising for organizations that are important to us. To that end, September was Childhood Cancer Awareness Month, and a busy one it was! 

We started out filling in for another oncology family who was supposed to speak at a golf tournament being held for Make-A-Wish Eastern Ontario, but was admitted to hospital unexpectedly days before. Often cancer families are in this situation and we ourselves have experienced this in the past, too. Ollie and I drew the raffle tickets and spoke about Ollie's story and what his wish meant to him. Ollie caused a flurry of sales when he told the attendees that there were 200 tickets to be sold and they'd only bought half of that and another kid like him might not get their wish if they didn't buy more! 😆 He was honestly so charismatic and inspiring that the entire tournament was in love with him. 

[Photo Description:  A masked Ollie holds a CHEO Teddy Bear in the nursery in the CHEO Dream of a Lifetime Home for 2022 during the official media launch.]

The next week we got a last minute call from the CHEO Foundation asking if we'd fill in for the oncology family that was going to help launch the CHEO Dream of a Lifetime Home Lottery for them. Sadly this family had also been unexpectedly admitted to hospital with illness. Mario and Abby had school and work obligations, so Ollie and I represented. You can see the launch and our interview here. He was a bit tired and shy about the official launch part, but did amazing at the one on one interviews. You can read another account of the launch event with Ollie's interview here. Finally, I did an interview with Sam Laprade on her CFRA An Hour to Give session on the CHEO Dream Home. You can listen to my interview starting at the 33:58 mark.

[Photo Description: Ollie sits in the driver's seat of a golf cart decorated with gold balloons with Sensei Lyne sitting beside him and Dawn standing beside her at the 2nd Annual Kids Kicking Cancer Canada Ottawa Golf Tournament. Photo courtesy of Sensei Reesa.]

Finally, we were glad to be asked to be Ambassadors for the 2nd Annual Kids Kicking Cancer Canada's Ottawa Golf Tournament (no filling in for others this time). This time we got to spend the day in the beautiful fall weather, cruising around in a golf cart delivering food to volunteers, talking to golfers in the tournament and later delivered a testimonial as to the difference that the program has made in Ollie's life. 

[Photo Description: Dawn makes her eleventh blood donation wearing a mask at Canadian Blood Services in October 2022. Her milestone 10th was in July 2022.] 

In addition to all of this, I'm working  full-time, am on various committees and councils for pediatric cancer and blindness and continue to work on several cancer-related studies. It's a lot, but I feel so grateful to be well enough myself to do these things and to pay forward the incredible blessings that we've been given. As we move into the winter some of these commitments will be completed, lightening my load somewhat. 

[Photo Description: Ollie and Dawn are masked and sit on the sofa in the living room of the CHEO Dream of a Lifetime Lottery Home.]

One of my biggest mental loads still is, and likely always will be monitoring Ollie's health. To illustrate how important this remains, even though he is more than two years post transplant we had a little medical issue over the past 6 weeks, too. 

[Photo Description: Ollie has blood taken at CHEO for his thyroid tests in September 2022.]

In the first weeks back to school we started to see little changes in Ollie: 
- Being short-tempered; 
- Waking in the night each night (he hasn't done that regularly in about a year);
- Waking up at 5 am daily after waking in the night and not sleeping his usual 10 hours per night (getting about 7-8 hours per night maximum); 
- Falling asleep in French class in the afternoons and it being really hard to wake him;
- Sleeping 2-3 hours at midday on weekends (normally he insists on staying awake even when he's tired);
- Complete lack of appetite and is having to almost force food down his throat;
- He continued to lose significant weight (he'd lost 9 pounds in the month after stopping his miracle cancer inhibitor drug Lorlatinib, which was expected given other people had after stopping) rapidly;
- Unexplained constipation and diarrhea again when we'd finally gotten bowel movements settled over the past 6 months after 18 months of instability after transplant; 
- Nervousness and anxiety (he'd started getting stressed again about scratching, dropping or breaking things and ask us constantly if he had. He used to do this whenever he was really anxious, but we've worked on it with the child psychologist and in August and early September when he'd gone off of the Lorlatinib it had disappeared entirely, then suddenly came back 6 weeks later);
- Heat intolerance when he'd have his plantar warts lasered, even though he'd done the treatments for a year and never complained that it ever hurt; and
- Night sweats.

[Photo Description: A masked Ollie checks his Braille on the Perkins Brailler in the Braille Room at school. A small black lab stuffie wearing a CNIB vest sits beside him on the table. Photo courtesy of Dawne Smith-Appell] 

It was the meltdowns and falling asleep during the day that made little bells go off on my head in the third week of September. This was just after his school team started wondering if he really was unhappy in French Immersion and suggested we might need to take him out. I started thinking about when we'd seen these symptoms before. At first it was scary because many of them are also symptoms of cancer. But I breathed deep and thought harder and remembered that after transplant when we'd gotten home and started seeing outbursts, fatigue and many of the same symptoms, it was his thyroid causing issues. Then I started thinking about what could make his thyroid meds stop working properly and I remembered that when he'd gained a lot of weight on Lorlatinib after transplant, they'd needed to bump his synthetic thyroid hormone med up because they told me it had to be calibrated to his weight. He'd lost 18 pounds in 2 months, so I realized he was likely experiencing hyperthyroidism instead of the hypothyroidism that he started taking the med for. Essentially I was certain he was taking too much thyroid medication because of his weight loss and this hadn't been flagged as a concern by his team at our last checkup at CHEO in August, even though they'd commented on the rapid weight loss. 

I verified in his MyChart online that they hadn't measured his thyroid levels by checking his TSH and T4 levels in his bloodwork since April. So I sent messages to the endocrinology team and his oncology team to explain and request a blood test. When the nurse practitioner in endocrinology called me back, she confirmed that it sounded like his thyroid was now overactive and ordered the blood test. She also said we would check his cortisol levels at the same time to be sure they were okay. Our team in CHEO's Medical Day Unit was kind enough to squeeze us in on the Friday morning for the test to keep things easier for Ollie to have it in an environment he knew well versus going to the lab directly. Monday I got the results in MyChart before I got a call from the Endocrinologist. Cortisol levels were fine.  But he did have high T4, low TSH. Hyperthyroidism. The Endocrinologist called about an hour later to confirm it, to commend me for seeing it and asking for the blood test, and to tell me she'd send a new prescription to the pharmacy for us that he should start the next day. She said that it would take 4-6 weeks for things to level out on the new meds and if we were coming in for routine bloodwork at the end of October anyways, we'd also check his levels again to see if the levels were normal or we needed to adjust the dose again.

[Photo Description: Ollie wears a helmet and is being silly while riding his Berg peddle go kart at the Central Experimental Farm with both hands in the air.]

So I was able to go back to his team at school and confirm that it was his thyroid, not bad behaviour or boredom. And Ollie insisted he was going to continue in French Immersion even if we have to work harder this year to make up for the two missed years when he was sick. He says if he could catch up on everything else last year after two years away, he can catch up on French this year, even with thyroid issues. 

[Photo Description: Ollie and friends from his Beep Kickball with the Miracle League of Ottawa.The kids are outfield in the last game of the season that was kids against blindfolded parents. Of course the kids won!]

Despite these challenges this fall, my boy has also participated in the Terry Fox Run and made the Cross country running team. He didn't go to the meet, though, as it ended up being the same day as a special event day for the Blind Low Vision program and he attended that event instead, where I'm told he was a real leader and helped the little kids a lot! He's also finished his Beep Kickball season and returned to his skateboarding lessons at The Yard with instructor Jordan. He's even inspired another little friend with vision loss to start taking lessons just before him on Tuesdays with Jordan! 

[Photo Description: Ollie porches on the edge and gets ready to drop in on the bowl at skateboarding lessons at the The Yard. Instructor Jordan holds his hands for balance.]

Mario and I both continue to work from home, with him going into the office the odd weekend day to do server work for a few hours as needed. We are grateful for the flexibility that our employers allow us to work around Ollie's school drop off and pick up schedules, as well as his medical appointments. Having to figure out a one-to-one daycare situation for him as well this year would have been a huge challenge. There have already been a number of days where there has been a shortage of Educational Assistants at Ollie's school and two afternoons that I've had to keep him home for lack of support already. These are the same educational workers that the Ford government and the Education Minister Stephen Lecce are refusing to negotiate fairly with. The same ones that my son and special needs kids like him need to get an equitable education. 

So our work flexibility may be even more necessary in the weeks to come if the mediation fails and educational workers strike. We had so hoped that this year could be completely normal, but between educational worker issues, difficulty getting COVID vaccines that should have been available months ago and more COVID spread, and flu season happening earlier than normal, it looks like we're destined to have another year of disruptions. Still grateful to have these problems than those that we've been dealing with the past 3-years, but wouldn't it be nice not to have to keep adapting?!

[Photo Description: Mario describes a small pumpkin to Ollie and holds it so that Ollie can feel it at the pumpkin patch at Miller Farms.]

So as we cruise into this week, which marks our three year anniversary of landing at CHEO in pursuit of diagnosis, and our twice annual MRI and CT scans to see if he's still cancer free, we once again thank you for continuing to follow our little story. Shockingly we are nearing 400,000 views of this blog around the world in the almost 3 years I have been writing it! Once again, I humbly ask for your ongoing positivity and prayers for clear scans this week. We'll share a short blog post as soon as we have results.

In the meantime, be kind to each other and yourselves, and please don't take any of your blessings for granted. See below for Ollie's recent Thankful Friday inspiration in his class from the day they also did the Terry Fox Run at school. Let us all see the world as Ollie does despite all of the suffering he's endured in his young life.

[Photo Description: Ollie's brailled message for Thankful Friday contribution on Terry Fox Run Day. It reads, " I am grateful for life. I am grateful for friends. Everyday, I am grateful for those who survived." Photo courtesy of Leanne Endicott]



5 Years: Official Long-term Survival

[Photo Description: Abby hugs Ollie to her as they pose with a cake reading, "Re-birthday/Hero Day #5!". Both are smil...